The Life of One Mrs. Smith

Today I weighed in at 245, YAY! I need to keep watching what I eat. I am subbing in fresh gfruit in the place of junk food. Eating cereal twice a day, lunch, and dinner.  Some days I throw in the towle, other days I am on the ball. The last few days have been wicked hot and hard tot ake a walk in this heat. I’ll blink my eyes and it will be fall so I am not gong to wish away the days.

Danielle has been more pleasant and less colicky (Rebecca I am getting there!) I am still averaging only 40-5 hours sleep a night between the 2 girls though which makes me way less pleasent. Ugh, here comes Ray and the girls time to get off the computer!

Consistently stuck where I am, the scale not moving. I am taking a walk every day (well I took Wdnesday off). I have been snacking on fruit instead of junk, eating Special K as breakfast and a snack in he evening, why isn’t the weight going anywhere? Now that I am back to work, the walk is hard to get in but I have ben making sure I go out with the girls for at least 20 minutes. I see everyone else’s tickers zooming on down, and here i  am just sitting here.  *bangs head*

As for Harry Potter-if you read it and want to talk about it at all send me a message so we don’t ruin it for those who are waiting to find out. I really enjoyed the book over all BUT…

The girls are doing good. Danielle’s colic is doing better.  Not all better but way better then it was when I first joined. Today is my sisters sweet 16 party. We are supposed to have a cook out at my Mom’s but I think we might get stuck indoors.  Well I am off to leave you all notes. I just caught up reading, made a post, now lets see if Danielle will sleep a little longer…..

My weight stayed the same. My eating was great yesterday and today. I have the New harry Potter book and am having trouble finding time to myself to read it, let alone to come on line. Still walking everyday. Hoping my eating is coming around. 2 good days, woot!

Today down town they had a freee thing at Station Square. It was a kid fest, with Snow White, Cinderella, Peter Pan and Capn’ Hook. They put on a show.  They sang oldies, like he twist, locomotion, and I wanna rock n roll all night. They had all kinds of crafts and stuff for the kids but it is so over crowded. Pammy and Danielle got their picture taken with the characters, and Pammy got a free tiara, made her own bracelet, made her own kazoo, and got to color some Disnay character pictures, oh and ride the train, so she loved it. We are home now,  I could realy use some Mommy time, but instead I am dragging the girls to a cook out at our friends house. Wish me luck, and continued anity especially with Pammy not taking a nap.

My eating is still in the crapper, still exercising. Still hanging in there. Right now I am getting ready to get everyone ready for a walk. Getting ready will take a good solid amount of time, it always does! Wish me luck, LOL.

Today was my first day back to work, Yay! It went well, I was glad to be back but by 2 PM I missed the girls.  Came home and got my walk in, just finished my walk when it started raining a  bit, woot! Now when is the magic day I control my eating?

I am down to 246 today. I wanted to be 245, and have a 5 pound star, oh well next week for sure, a loss is a loss.   My MIL is watching the girls and I think I will sneak a nap in. I should finish the laundry but it will be here tomorrow…..

I love the weekend because myhusband is home now. I go back to work on Tuesday, but 2 days this week, and then I will rotate a 3 day week and a 4 day week from this point on.  Not bad!  I am nervous and anxious about leaving the girls. Being a Mom is the hardest job I ever had to do. At least the girls go to my Mom’s, his Mom’s,  and onenight with Daddy. I am most scared about the night with Daddy.  Danielle has colic and it seems nothing Daddy does calms her, but hopefully Ray will figure something out. I mean, he will be fine.  Right? right. I work in a restaurant and I am going to kick this off right by trying to eat healthy and packing my lunch.  It’s going to be fine.  It will be hard the first 2 weeks and then I will develop a routine.

I know why I am so hungry, it is the breastfeeding. So when  tried to just eat 3 meals a day, my body would revolt and I would be starving all the time. I am trying to just choose healthy snacks, but it isn’t easy.

Yesterday my eating was okay, better then normal, not as good as it could have been.  I found myself starving alot, which I think lead to the little bit of eating I did that I didn’t want to do. For snacks though I had a serving a goldfish, a dum dum lolipop, and 4 tic tac like things that equalled 10 cals.

I did the One Mile WATPounds yesterday after noon because of the rain, but then last night I took Danielle for a 20 minute walk when the weather cleared up and Ray was putting Pammy to sleep.  So far today 2 meals, nothing outrageous. I hope I continue to do well.